So here are a few of my goals for 2012:
1. Respond to tough situations with prayer instead of frustration.
For the past few days, I've been going through a lot of emotional ups and downs. One thing after another after another...Lots of tears, lots of "whys?" and lots of trying to do things on my own. After a few days of this, God finally used a friend to simply tell me what He was trying to do. He wanted me to come to Him for the answers, not just complain.
Yes, I prayed during these situations, but it was more like whining to God. So my number one goal for 2012 is to pray for a resolution and for guidance, not to whine to God and ask "why". I want to respond to adversity with grace.
2. Stop comparing myself to others. Spiritually, physically, financially, and situationally.
Can I get an AMEN?? I think women especially struggle with this. The constant question of "Am I as good as so-and-so?". For me, it's about learning to be content where God has placed me and with what he has given me and Lee. Do I want that amazing new lens and camera body? OF COURSE! But I'm not going to dwell on the fact that I don't have it. Because really, not appreciating what you have is like saying "God...this isn't good enough. Can't you do better than that?" Wow.
3. Journal often. And use it to let God speak to me.
I have been journaling semi-consistantly (ha!) since April 2011 and I've found that it really helps me focus my thoughts and get some perspective on things. And sometimes, when I'm writing, things pop into my head and I feel like it's God telling me something important. Like when I was writing my goals. I really didn't know what I wanted to achieve this year, but these things came to me. Obviously it's some pretty big stuff that I need to work on. So writing it out is good. You should try it.
4. Build a brand that focuses on Seniors.
I know what you are thinking...she actually has a goal about PHOTOGRAPHY?? I thought the same thing. This is actually something that has been on my heart for a few months now. While I love the wedding world, I think that God is leading me in another direction. I love seniors. They are closer to my age and so much fun to work with. It's more like hanging out with a girl-friend than working, really! Who wouldn't want that?
5. Build a new website.
While I am very thankful for this blog, I am ready to have a "real" website. I know exactly what I want, it's just the execution. But I'm willing to be patient. See goal #2. ;D
At this point you must be thinking....this girl has ALOT to work on...and you are absolutely right! I'm feeling pretty vulnerable for putting up my more personal goals, but I know it is important to have accountability. I'm going to revisit them often so I don't forget. I encourage you to make your own goals for 2012. And if you have no idea what to write, try it anyway! You never know what God will give you to work on.
In other news, I'm about to start reading "The Resolution for Women". I've heard incredible things about it, so I'll keep you all updated with how it is!
It's all God,
Julianne
